Wednesday, May 13, 2009

A creed to live by

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with other
It's because we are different that each other is special

Don't set your goal by what other people deem important
Only you know what is best for you

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart,
cling themas you would your life, for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your lie slip through your fingers by living in the past
or for the future,By living your life one day at a time, you live all days of your life.

Don't give up when you still have something to give,
nothing is really over until you stop trying

Don't be afraid that you are less than perfect,
it is this friable thread that binds us to each other

Don't afraid to encounter risk,
It is by taking chance that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find
The fastest way to lost love is to hold it too tightly
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;
and the best way to keep love is to give wings

Don't dismiss dreams,
To be without dreams is to be without hope,
To be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only
Where you've been but also were you're going.
Life is not a race, but a journey

And the best way to keep love is to give it wings.






































sana'y pag- ibig.


Bakit ngaba ganun di ko maunawaan Ang sa ngayo'y heto't aking naramdaman Parang kay hirap unawain ninuman Kung bakit di lubos maisip ang dahilan Ito ba'y kilangan kong pagtuonan? Ng sapat na panahong mapag aaralan Upang sa gayo'y lubos nawaan Kung ano ngaba ang tunay na kahulogan dalawang bagay lang ang aking paghulaan Kung ito ba'y pag-ibig o pagnanasa lamang Pwebi bang sabihing pag-ibig ang dahilan Ang sa ngayo'y buo saking puso't isipan O hindi kaya ang lahat ay pagnanasa lamang Na pawang paghanga't walang kabulohan Ang sa ngayo'y namayani sa aking isipan Kung kaya't balisa buo kung katawan sana ay higit sa dalawa ang pag-ibig Na siya namang hangad ko'y manaig Pagkat gusto kung uusbo'y yaong pag-ibig At maramdaman ng lahat sa'ting daigdig -Norman G. Baguio-

Monday, May 11, 2009

crush ko,, bakit?


Mr. Rei, may ,,,,, ano ngaba? oh cge ang crush ko

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I'm inlove with my same sex....

first day in school and i only have one friend which is Rica. We meet during the entrance exam, we talk and exchange our cell number.
At school an our very first day, we feel extra nervous of seeing unfamiliar faces. Gladly we are roommates in all our subject. While we are waiting in the arrival of our prof. ,we talk for a while in a vacant bench chair, a friend of her come, Mr. Reynaldo Cruz.. In that particular moment i didn't feel anything towards hem. Actually I was looking for a boyfriend that time even thought my Tita warned me not to have one while o studying she say's it only a big destruction . Because I have just break-up my recent ''bf" because Tita discarded hem "he don't deserve you" she say's while seeing me crying one night. Then I sealed a promise not to look for another.
Lately I've been wandering how to get back to school. My father abandoned us, but because of my X bf tita gave me a chance, considering the condition she made "DO NOT ENTER ANY RELATIONSHIP WHILE ON STUDY"
But O.M.G. its a rare punishment. I need inspiration. And as time goes by I know more about Mr. Rey.He excel in the class. Hes a smart one. Sometimes he use to talk to me, advising to change my personality. He say that while holding my hand. And one time he HUG me tight. And that's the time i feel different deep inside my heart.
It's a rare feeling, I know I'm not infatuated because physically hes not that macho and handsome, actually his not my dream boyfriend to be. And until now, i have this feeling with me although I'm trying to avoid hem because most of the time the promise i gave to my tita lingers in my conscience. I' am really in love with Ray, which i never felt before. Help me please.....

I have my dreams

Of course all of us have our dreams in our own. Lahat naman yata tau gusto yumaman , pero ako i have  an extention to that,.. as a gay, i also want to be HAPPY i want people's RESPECT and LOVE.  As of now i'm a student palang. A call center student. But i have a  difficulty in pronouncing words because i'm a visaya. I grow in rural area at samar. a place of innocence, but abundant with love and respect,,, thats why when I came here in the city, i suffer descremenation, and rally it EMBARRASSING  in my position. But i know someday, they learn.... to be continue.

Friday, May 8, 2009

ang dami kong dapat isulat kaso ala pa akong time sa ngayon kasi medjo busy sa school. Don't worry kasi malapit na ang june. pasukan na naman. kaya hahaba na naman oras ko sa net cafe